ok heres my week :D (like u people care -.-) monday was F-ing boring sat at home playing guitar from 1pm - 4pm then came tuesday yay -.- what happen on tuesday.........er............damit i forgot.......bah......wednesday sat at home with some family (yay!!! -.-) then thursday went out for michelle birthday but never saw her -.- 1st one to come and 1st to go back wth woman v never open bottle also btw it was at sunway lar and it was freaking expensif to enter so me and megan went on a date :P dun be jelous michelle hahahahahh and thne eng hoe join us and was in sunway till 7 oh wait 8 hehehehe then friday went jaming at a studio which was dam cool i was freaking holding a 1800 bucks guitar with out knowing!!!!!!!! *fants* i was like can i have a guitar? and the guy gave me that guitar i dident know also!!!! shit but i stil like my guitar better :P (ma baby *snif*) oh then kind i broke my string which cut my middle finger and 1st finger but i diden feel a thing probely cauz my feeling was numb for some reasons that should stay classified thank you, thne today i want to sunway again for the 3rd time this week (1st was with angela audrey enghoe nat wei soong for fun after i jamed in ben's house) to buy story books i finaly got the freaking book that i was finding for like 1 year....yay not really excited cauz of the classified reason and 1 more book, i wanted to buy twilight but the only book they have was in the worst shape ever here bend there bend every where bend the pages tear d and all that *bleach* i can wait -.- now i am sittling here angry,numb,sad,bored,lonely, and hitting my self agains my chair yay......the joy.......
Saturday, May 31, 2008
tag..damit
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. If you were to be an ice cream, which flavour would you be?chololate :D
2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?teleport and time control
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?Now? away from here far far away
4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? being with the 1 i care for ever
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? most probely
6.What are you afraid to lose the most now?
7. If you win $1 million, what would you do? buy every think i need to make better my life and then only charity
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? i would wait for the right time
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.1) paraniod :D 2) sick lil cookey :P 3) nice person:)
10. Which type of person do you hate the most?thos bitchers and bastards that are LOAs
11. What is your ambition enginer in some where
12. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? well see who did the wrong
13. What do you think is the most important in your life? friends and family
14. Are you a shopaholic or not? hahah not at all
15. What is the thing that you really want now? freaking new guitar new handphone and a gfx
card for my computer
16. Why does it hurt when you punch someone? dunno i am not a doctor
17.why are you doing this tag? i got taged dur...-.-
18. Do you always think of someone? Yes
19. Are u a virgin? (megan's question :P) Yes i am -.-
20. how much do u miss that guy/girl u like/love?
taged:
1 .cherry
2.chow ern
3.celine
4.wenmin
5.eelaine
6.jasmine
7.jonathan
8.gloria
Friday, May 23, 2008
this made me smile
i been listening to secondhand serenade and every time i listen to their song i smile....y? well cauze they have songs like 'i fall for u again' "take me with u' and i think about the pass the time v spend together and the things v said.......when v had our big fight.........i think its a beautiful song cauz it resembles us alot, very much alot i could just hear it over and over again. i am listening to one of it 'its not over' and i remember when v said that harsh things to each other but yet v manage to patch things up and are closer then v ever are, i think its one of the slow songs that i can listen to and when i say they are good trust me they are good i never listen to love songs and i always listen to this band......every time i miss u i turn this band on and i remember about our pass and i just smile i could even say that this band was made for us :) ,its beautiful people, go and listen to it SECONDHAND SERENADE i could take the lyrics and put them to gether into a story about us
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
taged up lar
Sunday, May 18, 2008
yay finaly
me and megan befor
me and megan after...where got *hic*drunk*hic*
saw that pro guitarist *bows down*
Friday, May 16, 2008
sir taged-alot :D
Section one : Have You Ever
1.Cheated on Someone?: nope
2.Fallen off the bed?: herm when i was small
3.Broken someones heart?: ya.....
4.Had your heart broken?: yar
5.Had your dream come true? does day dream count??
6.Done something you regret? STOPING PIANO!!!!!!!!T.T
Section two : Currently
1.Wearing? t-shirt and pants
2.Like anyone? yeah
3.Had Piercings? No
4.Drive?: dang i cant yet T.T
5.Ever smoked?: nope
6.Tattoos?: no T.T
Section three : Last person you
1.Hugged?: no but there is 1 person i want to
2.Kissed?: no 1
3.IMed?: Megan :)
4.Talked on the phone to? Yuming stupid feller wants psp games
5.Yelled at? My computer
Section Four : Personal
1.What do you/did you wanna do when you finish(ed) school?: collage and still like her
2.What has been the best day of your life?: knowing i got her :)
(yes better then getting my psp -.-)
3What comes first in life?: blood is thicker then water
4.What are you most scared of?: cockroach :D(serious)
5.What do you ussually think of when you go to bed?: think about today
6.Did you lose someone you really loved? yeah but that time is long gone
7.Love you family? who made this tag??(stupid feller)
Section five : Favourite
1.Movie? herm dunno lar i like alot
2.Song? The all american rejects - it ends to night (cauz of exams :D)
3.Ice cream flavour? Chocolate *drools*
4.Fruits? apple pear anything crunchy and juicey
5.Candy? chocolate damit
6.Day of the week? friday and satuday
7.Colour? dark colours :)
Section six : Do you
1.Like to give hugs? yeah its nice
2Like to walk in the rain? yeah dam fun!!
3.Prefer black or blue jeans? Black
4.Like to travel? hell yeah!!
5.Sleep on your side? cant sleep any other way lol
6.Have a goldfish? had a goldfish....
7.Ever have the falling dream? ya wei got up in time thow
8.Have stuffed animals? let me cheak............dam nope
Section seven : This or that
1.Pierced nose or tongue? eeee dun want
2.MTV or BET? MTV man
3.7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek?: dun like both
4.Sugar or Salt? Sugar lor
5.Silver or gold? gold more value lor
6.Chocolates or flowers? i love both
7.Colour or black-and-white photos? colour lar -.-
8.M&Ms or Skittles? ooooo i mix them and eat hahhah
9.Stay up late or sleep in? stay up i love that
10.Hot or cold? now days in malaysia hot so cold
11.Ketchup or Mustard? Mustard is bloody hot hahahah
12.Spring or Fall? fall so windy and nice haiz
13.Happy or Sad? stupid feller that that make this tag -.-
14.Wonder or Amazement? wonder and then amazed
15.OC or Laguna Beach? OC to da max!!!!!
tagged:
Angela
Audrey
Nat
chow ern
and who ever eles lar
Thursday, May 15, 2008
TAG!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
woooooooootttttttttttttttt
like it freaking 2 more days yeah!!! san of a biech can wait i got like so many games to play liao hahahhaha 5 games d muahahahhahahah lets see "longest journey" farcry (need to finish it) psi ops mafia dreamfall:Longest journy ohhhh man!!! i cant wait then i might want to get freedom fighters annnnnnnnnd not no forget BLEACH: HEAT THE SOUL 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! psp WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
good god
accounts suxs!!!!!! die in hell u was of time u do so much and then its all wrong F-er haiz freaking jurnal freaking lejar freaking imbangan duga was of time i dunt even know if what i did is correct but i think it is lar i hope i just need to pass screw it lar i not studying d hahahahahhahahhaha but the 2nd hardest subject coming up lar PJK........ :D
Monday, May 12, 2008
why should we
wooootttt 4 more days people then its curve computer psp computer psp curve sunway computer sleep ps2 tv bball psp muahahahhahahah oh and not to forget 2 weeks holiday live is gud but not after the holidays results coming out -______- but anyway v had chem and mod maths i loved mod maths i dunno 2 questions :D chem was a drag v looked at the paper and put it one side.....well i did lar good god its was freaking hard i am like wtf is this lar good god i think i got 3 red marks in my report card d lar wooptido -.- SCREWWWWWWWEEEEDDDDD ARPPPP!!! hayo sommor tomorrow is accounts and i know 1 ringgit about it lar shit haiz sommor all the 4 days and the stress of waiting for something i want to know soon i hope but anyway i was thinking when i was dreaming on the chem paper u know how the teachers say v must be polite right well i say SCREW them lar i know somany teachers that are freaking rude they will come around saying "hello", hey to teachers out there your "hello" u think very polite issit "hello" it seems idiots worst part of all i remember 1 teacher used to call me "EHHHH SIKKHHH" then i will call back "YAAAAA MELAYUUUU" good god is like the teachers dun take the trouble to find out our names and when v dunno their names they will go balastic thank god not all of them are like that and people ask me why i dun wish the teachers good morning there that is the reason and even if v wish them they will go u know the sound of the wrong button when they press the wrong button go the wrong sound yeah they sound like that better just give them at buzzer lar make their lifes easier is i f i dun think u can gimmy respect i dun respect u,v live in a give and take world what goes around comes around deal with it ooo oooo another think i taught of and i told yuming behind me and v started laughing hahaha lets see if u know this teacher "crass masa ha hanya ha tinggal ha haya satu minit lagi haaaa" heheheheh reading it wong be funny hearing it will be hehehheahhahahahahah
Friday, May 9, 2008
yawn-able
today rocks lar v did the hardest paper dam it i scard i pass hahahah sivik i wil dreaming again and looking out the window i love the sides every1 bored just look out the window sommor the wind was blowing to me it was dam nice haizzzz eveytime the wind blow i will move back and bang yuming table just to get the wind and dream evenmore hahhaha then found out i got 15 minutes to finish the paper and i dident finish the writeing answer and the essay hahahah spaming like crazy but i think i did well lar i hope the essay was a big tembak but befor that was cam horing i dunno how to spell that word then again i cant spell anything correct :P anyway i was talking picture with megan :P infront of the teachers (hahahah in yoru face suckers) the wanted to talk more pictures but the stupid teacher dident want to go out BITCH!!!! i think the last time also like that wanted to talk pic in the class but she was there still had to wait until she went out -.- sivik is harder then add maths!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOo!!!!........exam -.-
dam it u stupid exams i hope u die 1st they say stop cuting down trees but they will make a 10 page long exam and give it to us then they will say 'the generation now ar killing the planet lor' screw u lar giveing us 10 pages test paper U SAVE THE TREES LAR idiots 'generation now' my ass bums lar did i tell every 1 that phy rox :D i loved the test hahahah sejarah i was supprise i know more then one question hahahah the essay part i spam on the arab fellers hehehhe i like to thank a friend for helping me out on the sejarah english was good i was dreaming most of the time doing the paper hahah moral ah haaaa tapaya banyak cakap d pasti suda kakal kerana pokok boleh tebang haaaaaa apa kamu janje haaaaa tadak di tunai haaaaaa see people, with a teacher like that how do v even pass english just listening to her and u also be going haaaaaaa and u will say Rick as Dick and a little help from phy teacher 'the asses of symatry and the circle's cock' and so v will still ask the teacher 'teacher u got PhD in phy or u got PhD' dun understand then u can join her with yoru very own PhD
Monday, May 5, 2008
of the millons of sorrows...i caused 1 of them.....
i went over with my last post i know that i said some really bad things i hurt her even more then ever when she said sorry to me on msn i really could see that she was very sorry and i still dident quite feel good about it till the next morning when i relise that i needed to forgive and and also apologize to her to it felt like the right thing to do.......but i was thinking twice and finaly told her v need to talk and so i said i am sorry about what i said befor i know she had no exprience in this kind of thing........i feel like a fool i couldent look into her eyes to tell her that, its like evey time i look at her i looked away because i could see the sorrow in her eyes i sat there looking at the table I FEEL LIKE A PUSSY DAMIT i could see her at the edge of breaking down and my eyes were watering i wanted to look at u and tell u but i saw the sadness in your eyes i could not stand it i just had to look away knowing that i cause that sorrow............ i guess only u and i understand this when i say..............i want to help you, let me help you ..........
Sunday, May 4, 2008
wow....
how dare u huh? u wrent a burden idiot the feeling was a burden, u know i couldent sleep at night thinking about the problem do u fucking know that???? i will tell u now u fucking dont dident u! please read the fine print u were not the burden u never were the feeling was the guilt the careing of me to you I CARE U FOR THAT Y idiot u dunno how i feel what that post ment and now u go and crap about me i cant believe this there is no point careing for u issit i could not sleep at night thinking what to say to you i bet u dun feel the same when u talk about the 3 other guys to me i get so pissed that i want to say 'am i not good enough' u freaking judge us there and then haiz.........i really liked u......maby even loved u...........looks like u think i was a joke right wat i said i dun mean??? should i cut my hand for u???should i carve your name on my hand??? will that make u feel better i wanted to say sorry to you and hope v could start over as friends i dun see the point now right.....u dont know how to treat a guy, and from what it looks like u will never learn, hahaha my post hurt u hahahaha WELL GOOD FOR U!!!! do u think i care now there is not careing people in this world, u just top the list congrats i was sad for what i said and i taught i went over with it but now, haha the fuck i care d, i found out i still couldent sleep after clearing things with u but now, i can sleep for a YEAR!! i feel so releave now i can focus on that girl 24/7.....i remember it was 12-12.30am when v told each other u like me i like u and then u say that there will be not future for us so wats the point of telling me u like me i am wat some car u can rent crash it and give it back issit u played with me that i can tell u, cant u be 100% sure befor u say anything, u own the world issit that v all must forgive u for every wrong u did...........i taught u were somewhat diffrent.....WHAT A LOAD OF BULL CRAP THAT WAS HAHAHAHH!!!!!!!!! good luck u un-understandable person u better be needing a lot of luck hahahah better carry 4 4-leave clover with u on dates u are gona need it hahahahah yes yes i am making a drama here hahaha........SO hahahaha buh bye kiss kiss toodles :D
LIFE
i needed to do something to keep my mind of things so i took my (well 1/2 its mine :P) cannon EOS 400D camera and took random shots heheheh see waht all the pictures have in common
Ferrari FXX (looks like enzo)
ferrari 599 GTB Fiorano(how do u freaking say that word??!!)
Ma baby *snif*
who can guess correct what do all that pictures have in common will get braging rights (so freaking easy) closeing date.......bah who cares i will list the winners lar post in my cbox or tell me straght
YES I AM FREAKING BORED , tq
Friday, May 2, 2008
burden lifted
i feel good today i feel much more free today for some thing i did made me feel more better and less guilt and anger i just hope it will last for a long time cauz i really hated me self in that time frame and i sleep better knowing what i did i dunno if i hurt yoru feelings i hope...no....i pray i did not i only did that to make u feel better and so i dun feel guilt u might think i am sacarstic and rude but i care for u and i dun want u to feel hurt because of me i hope u will be much more happer now that i told u what i did i might no be good at telling this to you face to face but u know who u ar and if i did hurt u please forgive me......