stupid movie

grrr i am still so fustrated with that stupid movie why the hell do you have to screw up a perfectly moving plot...you have to fucking kill the main charater lar give a twist to your story...well let me tell you its a fucking stupid twist and its fucking making me fustrated people will HATE YOU!!! its a kids movie and you turn it so dam emo its pissing me off d...i wana put my emo-ness behind argh so fustrated should have not watch it...real ass holes lar this writer...(btw thanks Ranee for the movies)

now its 3 in the morning and i just finish watching two shows one is death at the funeral, this movie is so stupid lar lol but then starting is quite boring then the funny will build up its about just every bad thing that could happen at a funeral, freaking stupid and funny only at the middle and end lar, and the other one is Bridge To Terabithia this i think is a dam beautiful movie, very very very nice its dam good movie but i dun understand why do they have to let the main charater die i mean like wtf lar where got syok lar, when i saw the main charater die i was is bah stupid d lar no point watching, its like i cannot stand movies like this, the story so nice between the two main charater then one of them have to die, like freaking potong lar like that, i did not enjoy it after that d, but never the less this movie is dam good. yay exams not yet finish and i watching movies...great lar..

...so missrible...this is the only thing that is keeping me going...


"Comatose - skillet"

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of

Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you

[Bridge:]
Breathing life

Waking up My eyes
Open up

Don't leave me alone

grrrr i hate people now i dunno why i just hate how their life is set for them, how we have to work our fucking ass off when they just sit there laying eggs arghhh pisses me off...sometimes i feel like giving up life and doing what i want..i dun want to become some enginer bullshit...no fuck that...what i really wana do is freaking make a band and travel around the world rocking every country and get bundles and bundles of cash...buying anything i want moving people with the snap of my fingers...i wana make music and sell my works...i have made like 30-40 techno and trance music but due to fuck up reasons i lost them all and then i turned to rock, i picked the guitar and i am not going to stop...music is the only thing that will keep me going when everything is gone...so freaking fustrated so fast..bah fuck you!!! i going to play psp MIDNIGHT CLUB LA!!!!! WOOT WOOT

Guantanamo Bay

its 2 in the morning and i just finish watching harol and kumar (thanks mathew)yeah i know i am late, its a dam good movie and its freaking funny lol just dun watch it infront of your parents because every word they say has a bad word in it hehehehe its freaking funny lol better then zohan, the story has also love in it lol yeah supprise me to and the ending i thing is nice. watch this picture its dam good but not with family around :D

life was made of darkness;
walking the same path of shadows
then i finaly saw you in the dark
we looked at each other and the light decended

thus begain a new story we wrote
places we went and things we saw
how we saw the beauty of the light
we laugh because they dont feel what we do

the ups and downs we took
but you waited for me and so did i
no hill too steep was going to hold me back
no mountan was to great for me to climb to get to you

they tried to pull us apart
again and again they tried but failed
there were always something that brought us back
and again we fight to stay close

it is said the greatest enemy is ones self
it was our own self that brought the down fall
we were at the last page of the book
but the story has not end

i dont feel guilt for i have non
i dont feel anything for my heart is gone
i know its to late for the book is finaly lost
i have gave up for the pain is love

now its too late to fix anything
your so far and i am tired of walking
we finaly found a mountan to high to climb together
for that mountan is me

now the only friends i have is the shadows
i feel the familar feeling of the dark
yet again i walk the path of etarnal darkness
to hope i can find you again

exams...

so freaking hate exams its so boring and the day pass so dam slow...sejarah was screwed up d..moral i think can pass...mod maths 50 50 can pass or more like 40 60...add maths can pass but the chance is like -50 100....then there is account..i dunno why but i feel confident in accounts that why i am blogging rather then studying..haiz 2 more weeks after that i try find a job to get my mind off things..

there is something wrong i dunno what, i never know what, i know it sucks and i hate it, it hurts me its ok but its hurting other people to i dun want this, cant look at the mirror anymore because what looks back is not me...i change, going with things that come onto my head...in the mirror looking back at me is the pass...the hypocrite that showed everyone i am ok..cant do it anymore now...i am tired..tonight i pray befor i sleep i wont wake up tomorrow...

My life with vista

my god the title sounds like a love story eeeee....anyway i got a vista!!!
1st i like to take back everything bad i said about vista its cool lol i can do the aero thing heheheh wait i take screen shot



my computer spec is
AMD althon x2 4200+
1 gb ram
nvidia 8500 gth (need gfx card for the aero thing)

i am playing all my games on directx 10 and its beautiful and does not eat the cpu memory but....word of advice...my vista is edited so it only needs 256 mb of ram the real one needs 1 gb so dun every one run and get one if you all need one come and get from me and you will need to reformat you computer to install this vista and i would recomend at lease 1.5 gb of ram just to be save...

vista rocks!!!

nightmares

dam it i can still remember that freaking guitar i saw in sunway grrr i want it!!!! ESP F-250 sexy shit!!!!!




AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREAKING WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

buy for me ar dam cheap its only 1300 bucks :)

and heres mine :)




its still sexy ;)

for you and only you....

*ahem* i like to dedicate this songs for you the girl for me

(change mary ar :P)
Yellowcard - gifts and curses

Mary belongs to the words of a song
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(She is the one), and I have to fight this,
(She is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
And every bone I break, it's all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
The city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her
Everything's small on the ground below, down below
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(She is the one), and I will be haunted,
(She is the one), this gift is my curse for now

I see your face with every punch I take,
And every bone I break, it's all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you

I see your face with every punch I take,
And every bone I break, it's all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you

Fight on for you, fight on for you