nice-ness

i beginning to feel like its not worth being nice to people..my mom said people in my family respect me cause i am a nice person and that my grandmothers choose me over my couzs and she told me that respect earned takes years and years but can be broken down in seconds..i feel like breaking it down..i know my friends think that bullshit that i am nice..but hey that what my mother said..i do something nice to someone so hard because i want that person to talk to me, and i cant even get a thank you..look it does not pay to be nice..i brought this on my self but i was helping a very nice teacher with her laptop problems and after fixing it i relise that the whole class finish copying the peka with out me. so i had to stay back in the chem lab to copy it, because of that i miss recess and i promised my self that i would go and teman a friend at prefects duty..

look people really it does not pay to be good. its like they say 'nice guys finish last'